I am a usual conqueror
But sometimes I’m just a survivor
I have developed confidence in my
ability to survive
But then I am forgetting my ability
to conquer
Perhaps there may be more to this
My fear of losing survival in the
quest to conquer persists
They are immune to my efforts to
overcome them
But they cost me so much of my
abilities
My typical first responses is
always the thought of death and self-destruction
But it doesn’t have to be this way
As devastating as this situation
could be
It doesn’t have the power to defeat
me
For a while I may not even realize
that I’m surviving
It may not feel like surviving
At some point I realize that I have
been surviving
But it is too early to comfortably
call myself just a survivor
I need to conquer
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