WANDERING SOUL

I was haunted like a wild beast

But I dared to reject my fate with my faith

And today I have honours through God’s grace

I thought I saw only the dark side of life

Life is hard but god is good

So I don’t have to cry

Because I became a genius

Born out of anguish

Wake I or sleep I

It is all Your responsibility

With You I can walk without watching where I’m going

I can speak without knowing what to say

But in selfishness I lost You all

I want a second grace

Please give me one more chance

There is no good reason why I shouldn’t trust You

You made me smile even when there is no fun

I failed because my finite nature didn’t understand your ways

Now I’m wrestling with my fears

I am haunted like a wild animal

I am in pain, but I will survive if you stand by me

Please look on me through the broken sky

This weight upon my shoulder is much

I need your helping hand

I’m scared,

I have gone far from you

I seem to belong nowhere

Please lead me back home

I know I’m lost

But I don’t believe it

I know you will always come by

Please don’t forsake me this one time