I heard this and my breath became
more unsteady
I was hoping my little piety would
save me
But it was not enough to
God is a physician with great
professionalism
Why then is he not attending to me?
Forget what my poems say
Because every single line I write removes
a tear from my eyes
The gods have broken my heart
Until now, I've never been hurt
beyond hope
Why should I cry to the gods?
When as usual they will not show up
I'm already losing this game
Why don't they step in and play on
my side?
My faith has always kept me on a
repentant knee
Sometimes when I bend my knees
Through many sleepless nights
I feel like the gods have betrayed
my trust
I have given up hope
Yet I always try one more time
The problem is:
My trials seem to have fallen into
an infinite regress
But I'm sure, God is not surprised
or threatened by my doubts and fears
I want to pray, but the words in my
heart scares me
God is my father
I know this more than I'm sure of
my own name
But I do wonder
What kind of father withholds his
care at the precise moment his son need it the most?
I go through martyrdom like I'm in
a slow fire
When God breaks your heart
You will feel damaged beyond
recovery
And will always remember the words
of proverb 29:1
Then you will wonder if you have
even been so deaf to counsels
No. not even in your greatest
annoyance and provocation
This is a test
Don't forget that during class test
The teacher is always quiet
Until he is set to make the
corrections.
Likewise, don't think God has
abandoned you
Job was really too patient and
never felt heartbroken
Why then should I?
God really broke my heart
But the same time he has given it a
better shape
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