A FAITH TRAVEL IN THE DARK

The gods and goddesses of paganism are not demonic enemies

This explains why Paul was comfortable speaking about the altar of an unknown god

When we know more, the knowing takes longer time

It becomes unique and original, simple and profound

We are mostly sad people

Lost and bewildered

Even those who appear happiest on the outside

Are dreadfully lonely inside

We paddle in a vast sea

Very dark and deep

Pain has bitten deep into us

But there is hope

Even in the darkest time of despair

We hunger and yearn

But we get no answers

We feel no God at this time

But in our hearts we know he is there

When going through darkness

We grow tremendously

Because we are in blind faith

For our eyes are closed

They are shut, so we can’t see in deep despair

So we travel on

In the darkness; unseeing

HE IS NEVER FAR

Everything that has to do with my acceptance is grudging

I had entered the threshold of nemesis

I have bitten the one hand that feeds me

Now I’m going to watch myself rot in hunger

All I had to stake, I had given

I have thrown my chips to the gaming table

I have strayed away from the magnificence of goodness

I woke this morning with so much pain in my heart

I was utterly lost in this agony

All my wondrous thoughts has fled before my hideous barbarity

I feel very uneasy at this moment

The sun has disappeared

And the cloud grow denser

All I see is the sky grow dark and darker

The daylight of my heart has been blotted out

It feel like nature is holding its breathe on me

Like earth has never been born

In this anguish I call out to Him

He stands so close to me

He is my very breathe

He knows all I feel, do and the reasons for them

TO MY DEAREST CRUSH

If this is what it take

Flanigan will roll you wherever you need to go

It’s really a leisure I can afford

A thousand year is gone

Millions of loves are wasted

This secret of mine never lets me go

Obdurate is all I have become of you

Let me this one chance to prove my loyalty to love

Obeisance I am in you

Vacuous is the love of my expression

Earth and heaven knows this

All I desired was you

Great is this accomplishment of mine

Ask me “why”

I may never tell you the truth

Nothing is worth more than loving you for no reason

I’m done with love, but love is not done with me

Would you be my guest?

Its ok to be scared

Lose your mind

Let fall in love together

 

Soar higher and higher

Till I satisfy your taste for love

I will always be there

Love is a leisure

Let us acquire it

Love for who you want to become

Obelisk is always to immortalize you

Value what you have

Even I with low value consciousness

You are so precious

On days of abundance and scarcity

Uneven and rare is the gift you have

MAD LOVER

Please don’t use me to practice your madness

Because myself I’m a retired mad man

Please don’t force me back to office

Don’t do anything I wouldn’t do

If you do

Destruction will befall your will to love

I know what my life is with you

I imagine what it can be without you

I have really made my choice

My choice has little to do with me

But everything to do with the consolidation of the power of love

This is my greatest success as a lover

This can only be resolved by enemies working together

CONFUSED LOVE

Many have seen this

But I only do understand

You are just a small fish

In a very big hand

I believe you were staring at me

This mystic stare gives my heart a glow

You know how to shout

But you have never been loud enough

I thought the unthinkable

Love has hurt me so much

I feel like a lost puppy

Waiting for someone to take me home

I can’t help this feeling

I have casted you behind the shadows of the past

You were green for me

Now you are red

My jelly legs can no longer carry my weight

On this distant and hefty journey

The sound of the pines itches my ears and aches my head

This is a sound that had so much soothed me before

I miss you

My heart aches

Yet I smile through the pain

And wave the tears away

It may be a dark night

But morning is drawing nigh

The night is ruggedly interesting

The tears and the nightmares made it more fun