These imperatives where directed to
my own heart
Light and darkness, hope and
despair, love and fear
Are never very far from each other
But why am I always falling to the
negative
I have lost a portion of my memory
The portion that contain moral
elements
I have lost that life in living
When will this nightmare end?
This difficulty overwhelms the
strength I thought I have
Just when I had found a home
I feel absolutely homeless
Just when I was being praised for
my spiritual insights
I feel devoid of faith
Intellectually I know
That no human friendship can fill the
longing of my heart I live through an agony that seemed never ending
I have been set on a road where nobody can work with me if not God
I am like a wretched soul bruised
with adversity
I have been bidding my mind to
process what happened
What happened to all the morality I
ever had
I know, love may give me pleasure
today but not tomorrow
So much have gone wrong
I’m already writhing in pain
I hope my story doesn’t join the
queue of dark history
I hope it would not be told with
regret and displeasure
I speak with an earnest and
pleading voice
Love swept over me
Its power annihilated me
It diminished me and tore me
asunder
I am being careful not to overstep
Because if I do
I will be hurt in the most terrible
way
My struggles is a continuous act of
heroism but a veritable martyrdom
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