OPEN SECRET THE MEMORIES OF MY DIARY
BY MUOGBO MICHAEL IZUCHUKWU ZIMUIFE (ZIM LIGHT)
1. LOVE
MANIAC
I love all
Yet have no lover
I have aged in love
Yet without a love story
I know the secrets of the soul
I know the pleasures of love
Fulfilment is my delight of them
Knowing these keeps my heart beating
I have known the love of a lover
I have known the lover of love
Who fills me with life
And gives more than I dare to ask
I love like the sun
Without preference and grudge
I warm the cold
I melt the hardened
I love like the water
With kindness and joy
I refresh the thirsty
I cleanse the dirty
Come to me now
And close me up
Boil me and get me done
You are just it, as I wanted
2.
UNUSUAL LOVE
I’m
used to you
Like
I am to my breath
Please
return this love
More
than I have given
I’m like a lost puppy out of your
arms
I feel dead without you
My wish in your arms is eternity
Your touch is a stimulus I envisage
Tear me no more
Ache me no more
Stop amusing my day
And beating my night
you are from a distant land of love
have you come this far to torment me
Are you of love or hate?
Have you come to fill me with desires
or regret?
Please make me a song once more
My light heart misses your tiny voice
Sing me a song from your nimble heart
This is my imaginative desire
3. CHANGING
LOVE
Change a life by instance
Fled darkness and initiate light
Bring about symphony
Of word and of thought
I have found beauty
Brought by, by sweet melodies
Shown forth in tones of light notes
With jagged harmonies of love and
kindness
Love is amazing; it hurt so much
I am destined to do this forever
My child is crying because I am dying
But I can, yet promise you tomorrow
Memories are past
Time has gone by so fast
I do regret
But I’m not the worst of my kind
My love has fallen miles apart
It hurt me
But I’m not dying of it
It weakens to reconceive this part of
my knowledge
I have cried, now I’m tired
I have tried, now I’m fired
Is this how you expel people from
your school of love?
Why throw me a drunk grasshopper when
you met me a gentle dove?
4. IMAGINATIVE
LOVE OF IMITATION
Imitation is the greatest form of
flattery
Love is the greatest form of illusion
It’s been long
I have forgotten the taste of your
love
I slept in comfort
Why do you wake me in distress?
You starved me
Now I’m used to hunger
Stop stressing my heart
Let me be
5. A
GLASS SEEN THROUGH A GLASS
Reflections are made by shine
surfaces
Result of mysteries
And a pain turned success
These are words spoken by the finest
voice
In composition of the softest rhymes
It tells of a treasure ever kept.
Ever kept in the safest of places.
When I’m good, I’m very good
When I’m bad, I’m better.
I’m no angel, please don’t tempt me
Come on, light my fire
I will but everything including you
Don’t kindle my fire and extinguish
my virtues.
6. LOVENGE
Revenge is not a passion
It is a disease
It poisons the soul
Dismantles love
And destabilize emotions
This is a secret scandal
I am still exactly who I am
The one person that will never care
It’s a yes and a no
The paranoia is fine
But it may be a problem on the long
7. CONFUSED
LOVE
Many have seen this
But I only do understand
You are just a small fish
In a very big hand
I believe you were staring at me
This mystic stare gives my heart a
glow
You know how to shout
But you have never been loud enough
I thought the unthinkable
Love has hurt me so much
I feel like a lost puppy
Waiting for someone to take me home
I can’t help this feeling
I have casted you behind the shadows
of the past
You were green for me
Now you are red
My jelly legs can no longer carry my
weight
On this distant and hefty journey
The sound of the pines itches my ears
and aches my head
This is a sound that had so much
soothed me before
I miss you
My heart aches
Yet I smile through the pain
And wave the tears away
It may be a dark night
But morning is drawing nigh
The night is ruggedly interesting
The tears and the nightmares made it
more fun
8. MY
LOVEY
You are not all I wish for
But you make the top of my list
My love for you is skidding on an ice
surface
It feels so cool
But my heart is gradually becoming
numb
I didn’t know how I started loving
you
But I definitely will not stop
You made me a moon light lover
The rays of the moon cascades on my
features
It is always very easy and fun to
lock lips in this situation
I said I love you
This is because it is the nearest
word in my vocabulary
But I know that what I feel is more
than love
This is a mystic feeling that makes
my heart to glow
Only I know exactly what I feel
9. MAD
LOVER
Please don’t use me to practice your
madness
Because myself am a retired mad man
Please don’t force me back to office
Don’t do anything I wouldn’t do
If you do
Destruction will befall your will to
love
I know what my life is with you
I imagine what it can be without you
I have really made my choice
My choice has little to do with me
But everything to do with the
consolidation of the power of love
This is my greatest success as a
lover
This can only be resolved by enemies
working together.
10. LOVE INSTINCT
This is more suspicion than rumor
Love hangs in a balance
And trust is a risk every lover is
obliged to
To know what it is, you need to get
along like a player
I loved you for one thing
I’m changing my mind to make it two
There is one profit in love
But it can always be doubled
Love is not a feeling
It’s a choice
A slippery slope that we all desire
as a path
Its blade cuts too close to the bones
Never underestimate the difficulties
of love
Its good and sweet
But it results unimaginable darkness
11. FAIRY
LOVE
When I was young
I love fairy tales
Tales that instructs
How to love and be loved
Everything is ok with love
Just blink your eyes and rest your
head
The sweet sunrise awaits your wake
This is a brand new love
Do me a favour
Put the lights out and draw me near
Bid your system relax
And listen to my heart beats
Free your heart of anxiety
Let worries melt away like wax
The morning breeze have come this far
Just to refresh you
I love you and I’m here to stay
Hold me close let me caress you
You have sliped from my arms to my
thighs
Fall asleep in love and dream with me
12. ROSYM,
LETTER TO MY DEAREST LOVE
If this is what it take
Flanigan will roll you wherever you
need to go
It’s really a leisure I can afford
A thousand year is gone
Millions of loves are wasted
This secret of mine never lets me go
Obdurate is all I have become of you
Let me this one chance to prove my
loyalty to love
Obeisance I am in you
Vacuous is the love of my expression
Earth and heaven knows this
All I desired was you
Great is this accomplishment of mine
Ask me “why”
I may never tell you the truth
Nothing is worth more than loving you
for no reason
I’m done with love, but love is not
done with me
Would you be my guest?
Its ok to be scared
Lose your mind
Let fall in love together
Soar higher and higher
Till I satisfy your taste for love
I will always be there
Love is a leisure
Let us acquire it
Love for who you want to become
Obelisk is always to immortalize you
Value what you have
Even I with low value consciousness
You are so precious
On days of abundance and scarcity
Uneven and rare is the gift you have
13. COLAPSING LOVE
To pay my debt to you
Will require more than I possess
I can’t wait to hurt you someday
You and I are about to climb a bed
together
But you never can say what will
happen
If loving you is wrong
Then I don’t want to be right
I hope you will concur with me
14. LOVE
ALMIGHTY
I soar higher and higher
To attain perfection in love
I must reach up above
On the wings of eagle much I fly
I need to touch the skies
For the sake of love
To pull out a star
And place it in your precious bosom
Then shall I look deep in your blue
eyes
And speak those words I’ve long
concealed
I have sacrificed and endured so much
for love
But I’m here to honour your love
Make me a dwelling in your heart
How graceful be I to be there?
The whole of me is the grace of love
Let live this grace together
There is no other way
Love me, let me love you
My heart needs to say this
Your heart need to believe this
I love you
15. THE HARMONY OF MY HEART
I grow in the chambers of your spirit
Your love is an ember
Which is ever burning in my heart
Keeping it warm and alive
You have taken me to the center of
love
Safe in the lone world above
There you’ve always refreshed me
With the soothing breeze of your
breath
The love I know of you surpasses
thousands of cupids
I am confident in the safety of your
love cozy
You finally lighted the lonely candle
in my heart
You ignite the flames of love in my
soul
It marvels me how this flame in my
heart flickers
But I’m sure it is never going to die
Because your great hand cups it still
Against the winds of hatred
Time is passed, but my memory of you
sticks still
I still can feel the loving peace you
granted me
This is beyond time
It will forever stay and glow
I thank you
O you, human tabernacle
Mummy Mary
I love you so much
16. I
LOST HOPE IN LOVE
I lost hope in love
I never thought there would be a
better tomorrow
But with you here, my sorrows and
nightmares fled
Finally, I found the one true love I
desired
My pool is dried up
Of sorrow and sadness
Of misfortune and emptiness
Of loneliness and broken heart
You’ve done a great job in my heart
You opened me up to hope
And showed me the light of love
Its rays have restored my life of
love
17. THE AISLE OF LOVE
We will walk this aisle together
Hand to hand shall we walk
In love and peaceful harmony
In a warmth embrace and company of
love
This is a road to a faraway land
Where we lose our mind together
Attain perfection in the arms of each
other
And light the flames of love in our
hearts
We will look in each other’s eyes
And find lost expressions
Our hearts may skip a bit
But in passion will our lips meet
we will soothe each other to the best of our tastes
I offer you my love in a platter of
gold
I hope you do so for me too
It would only bring my fantasy to
reality
18. LOVE HEALING
I’ve been in this darkness for long
Still hoping in the saving help of
your love
Take worries and fear away from me
You have what it takes
Just get me healed
I long have been waiting
Time seem to be slowing down
But I will never lose hope till I’m
well again
You are the healing I desire
Please grant me fulfilment in love
You can open this chain that hold me
down
Because you are the key to the lock
Set me free and bid me in love once
again be
Feel my emptiness
And get me out of this loneliness
My heart was lost
In time and torn to shreds
Please reassemble and heal my broken
heart
Teach me how to and give me a reason
That I may never give up to love
again
19. MISGUIDED FEELINGS
I died after encountering you
Your feelings were uncontrollable
And wrongly motivated
You are a killing medicine
It was a mistaken love
I fell into this open blindness
It’s a half without a whole
And a whole that is ever incomplete
I beg you, release me and let me go
To my heart, you have caused so much
of damage
This is the greatest love I ever know
And it caused the greatest damage I
ever suffered
What we share, feel so wrong
To say I love you every night
Is the greatest lie I ever told
And the greatest tormenting moments
of my life
My instinct shouts out Lust
It never told me lies though
We can be best of friends
But I don’t fancy your sex appetite
20. TO MY FANTASY
I see your shadow
Even if you hide I can find you
Because we are closely connected
You have brought me so much hope and
confidence
If I live again, I will live for you
You are my lover and my best friend
This love is not like the proverbial
chicken
Don’t worry about that
It is already taken care of
Because I cannot dread my fantasy
Without the sun and moon
You radiate your own light
The brilliance of your brightness
Has always made you attractive
You are my superstar
21. FAILED LOVE
I felt like a toy
Broken and damaged
But unlike a toy
I cannot be retuned
You used and left me like a sack
You took my love for granted
You were ignorant of the quality of
my love
You were too blind to see the worth
of what I offered you
Why then should I waste my time
Trying to convince a being too blind
to see
It’s my joy that in pain you realize
That you fucked up a big time
I can’t guarantee you a hope of
reunion
I know, you’ve found some love
I’m willing and disposed to let you
go
It feels so cool knowing you are gone
Your privilege of tormenting me is
exhausted
But my pain was useful to the
treasuries of the church
Because I offered them for the souls
in purgatory
You are actually a big time looser
22. LOVE REPLAY
I replay my moments of your love
Last night I played it again
And I fell into a brand new love
With a stronger faith
Ever than before
Your love is an express I love to
stroll
None has loved me ever like you
I have fallen flat
Deeper ever in your love
I know you’ve there, ever been for me
Dispelling shadows of hatred
And igniting the light of love
You have been a fairy love towel
Wiping away my tears of broken heart
You are a warm blanket
In the cold dark night
Keeping my heart warm
With your bosom as my personal head
rest
With keen interest and respect
I entrust my heart into your care
I admire your sacrifices for love
You have given life to my numb heart
It’s cool, knowing that I’m loved
once more
Truly I believe in your love
Truly I believe in your love
It gives me joy and happiness
Offering me smiles and laughter at
every encounter
It’s obvious in your beautiful eyes
Once more I feel love
After a long period of cold and
broken heart
I’m really thankful to you
For keeping it real and live
You are my fantasy baby girl
23. AWFUL LOVE
I thank God for you
Because you have been a lot to me
Your presence disperses my fears
I thank God for you
The kiss of your lips
Has always set my heart ablaze
I thank God for you
Setting me ablaze
Burning with the fire of love
I thank God for you
The sound of your voice
Has always sooth my yearning for
melody
I thank God for you
The touch of your hands
Sends shivers down my spine
I thank God for you
Gracing me with softness, sweetness
and care
You look so perfect in my imagination
24. AMAZING GRACE
I thought I lost you forever
And never to meet your kind again
But you keep gracing me with your
loving presence
I thought I do never fall again
I was wrong, you swept me off my feet
I’ve fallen helplessly into your love
My stamina for resistance is weak
Because you have softened my heart
Harden by past experiences
Which kept me broken, cold and
shattered
This has happened so fast
Slowly I fell, unconsciously
Its late to struggle for my lost
balance
I just have to accept this fate
Though I never despised it
I was in a slumber
This feel so right
But there will never be an “us”
Another fate I just accepted
I have woken up to reality
I detest hurting you
But I can’t hold on anymore
My hands have grown feeble
I just have to let go
Yet another fate I accepted
We don’t match anymore
For us, there is no forever
Because we were never meant to be
Don’t cry, it’s not just fate
But I am for a purpose
25. CALL TO MEMORY
I can remember something so radiant
and warm
Illuminating and affectionate
It’s your smile
I can remember something so cool,
soft and sweet
Engulfing and blissful
It’s your kiss
I can remember something so delicate
and gentle
Sensational and refreshing
It’s your touch
I can remember seeking a glimpse of
something
So beautiful, attractive and perfect
It’s you
I can remember hoping for something
So caring and genuine
It’s your love
I can remember something that makes
my heart flutter
Leaving me in ecstasy and bliss
It’s my memory of you
I can remember something that makes
me feel lucky
Graced and honored
It’s my date with you
May God bless my memories of you
26. TO MY FAIRY LOVER
You are my fairy tale
Always giving my moods bliss
I’m dreaming but not sleeping
Why didn’t I believe in miracle?
It could have worked if I believed
I remember us, of the fantasy world
The way we used to be
In that fairy world that seem so
perfect
It’s funny I can’t see you with my
open eyes
But with a shut lid
All I see is you
You make me feel like “not wake up”
But I need to stay conscious
I need to wake to reality
Else many more will miss me
Our love has gone up in a whirl wind
Just like breeze it is just past
It’s so confusing
The way you breeze through my fantasy
But it is indeed a fairy tale
Our love story
All the same
You are a memory never discard
But there must be an end
To this our fairy story of love
27. PRECIOUS
I think of you firstly and lastly
When I rise and go to bed
You intrude each thought of my head
I always pretend I don’t want this
But it actually entices me
I think of you firstly and lastly
When I breath in and out
You breeze through my imaginations
I always pretend this weakens me
But it actually grows me stronger
I think of you firstly and lastly
When I think of love and romance
You are there every moment of my
longing and yearning
I always pretend this is so easy
But it actually is the hardest
I think of you firstly and lastly
When I think of giving up love
you are encourage my humble effort
you are encourage my humble effort
I always pretend this is embarrassing
But it actually motivates me
28. A FORGOTEN GHOST
Every time I see you
It’s like a first time
Especially from this angle
I’m not going to dance again
Else I dance with you
Your sanity matches my madness
It’s pretty cool, lets role together
Our love makes a perfect romantic
story
You enthralled me
And caught my attention with your
gentle-charming smile
This has been since that sacred day
we met
I got just a morsel of your love
But it’s sweetness got me demanding
for more
I have scuffled with so much of my
peers to possess this
Since then we have set a scene
This is a love I more cherished than
feared
Nothing else matters to me
If only I could see your beautiful
face every moment
And rest my head on your plump bosom
On dark cold nights
And be warmed with the caressing heat
it emits
As the moon grows over the dark night
As the rain drops from the sky
And the cold night breeze whistles
May love grow longer in our path
May our dark hearts be illuminated
That we may fulfil our destiny of
love
This is all I do say before asking
you to marry me.
I guess you know who I’m writing to?
A FORGOTTEN GHOST
29. ANGEL OF LOVE
You are an angel envied by the angels
You possess and give so much love
This is unusual of a mere mortal
I have taught and known love for many
years
But today I experience something new
Your love has so much influenced me
Just that it can’t make me effeminate
Else there will be confusions in
performance
You are good in what you chose to do
But I’m better in what I’m meant to
do
30. I
LOVE YOU
I love you
Is a beautiful lie
But I love believing it
My loyalty is to my convictions
Not to an infatuation
Which can never be love
I know love so old
But it kills me so young
I have loved in time and season
This made me so prurient
I have formed this as a habit
But it’s really bad for someone who
claims to love
I can sense your prurience too
That is just being judgmental
I am not a sex symbol
What pleasure do you get from my
sexual fantasies?
Your conscience doesn’t dictate human
respect
You are just being too desperate
What we had was infatuation
Wrongly motivated as it was
It has bent me, but never can break
me
It kept me in a pathetic situation
But I’m back on track, on the road to
success
Guess what? I am prepared for you
31. MY WORLD OF LOVE
This world is a treasure
I dare not abandon it
I wake each day with the alarms of
joy
Greeted with smiles and kisses
My heart is gladdened
My tears are died
I live for the sake of love
And grateful to God the most
I bath with the promises of love
My soul belongs to a faraway land
Love has been so fair to me
Oh you cupid, shoot me still
32. POSSIBLE THOUGHT
I could think but only of one
A thought that hits my head
Just as the moon hit the sun on
eclipse
A product of my acute imagination
I see you in a world
Full of blooming flowers
Staring at me
With that cute, charming smile
I closed my eyes
And could only see you and me
In that pink plain horizon
As the sun is already set
We are on this beach alone
Let’s work the shoreline together
I desire nothing more than your lone
company
Here I can tell you things I’m shy to
say
33. BROKEN AND DISHEVELED LOVE
Sometimes,
We break things
To make it better
For years, I have been into this
Learning how to breath
And put things right
What you have on your hands don’t
scare me
I have seen it before
I have touched it
And it has touched me.
Victory at the expense of the
innocent
Is no victory
This is a hard love
But I know how to handle it
I guess she has jammed the wrong
lover
I’ve got experience and patience
But I can promise her a rightful love
This day I learnt something
A lesson I could not learn in the
arms of my lover
It’s classified, you can’t really
fathom it
But I tell you, I’ve looked into many
eyes and said no
Yours is not an exception
34. BETTER
THAN I DON’T KNOW
It’s clear that you can’t be
objective
You need to get use to girls
Then you can start keeping them out
of your mind
I can’t control your fears
But I can control mine
I have a bunch of just you
Do you ever wonder
About why I don’t have us?
For the first time
I just noticed there is a bit of
green in the blue of your eyes
I never got to know this
Even though you are my very own
I never did fall into your love
I’m waiting for you in the valley of
dreams
I’m loose, and ready to fall
35. A LOVER IN A BEAUTIFUL ARMOUR
My castle is full of pain and sorrows
This is a battle field where none is
killed but all are hurt
I need a helping arm, a hand with a
beautiful armour
And a shining double edges samurai
sword
To keep me safe from my fears and
anxieties
I need a knight to keep me safe from
myself
He who can do anything to please my
taste of safety
Because lately, I’m being afraid of
my shadows
My castle is full of pain and sorrows
This is a battles field where none is
a soldier but all are fighting
I need a captain, a commander with a
thunderous commanding vocal
And a huge outstanding stature in a
shining armour
To keep my hopes healthy and living
I need a samurai to keep me safe from
the ninja of love
He who can tolerate nothing to please
my taste of safety
Because lately, I’m being afraid of
my reflections
My castle is full of pain and sorrows
This is a battle field where none is
afraid but all are in danger
I need a brave knight, with a shining
storm
And a skilled sword man of fearful
blades
To keep me moving in my battle armour
I need a ninja to safe guard my
course of defense
He who can afford not to give up to
please my taste of safety
Because lately, I’m being afraid of
my lover girl
36. THE FLOWER GIRL
A love received is twice given
Love for who you are
Then you can overcome your fears
Never give up your fight
Be you, and you would have nothing to
hide anymore
And you will ever be standing strong
Even when everything goes wrong
You will never suffer the pains of
worry
Once I’m hard hearted
Mending my broken heart, I hardened
it
I stopped loving and caring
But then came a flower girl
There was fragrance from her scenting
flowers
It melted my heart
I felt something sweet and special
I felt something real, I was
heartened
From then I was guaranteed love at
the heartstrings
I loved it, I felt love but one thing
It was scorching, I was heat hazed
I could not see her beautiful face
All the same, I am grateful to the
flower girl
My heart now glows and sings in
love’s harmonies
Not cold nor hard is my heart again
I feel warm and soft
37. SEXUAL PLEASURES
Sometimes I think of why and cry
Into this in a very tender age
It really kills tenderly
Gradually loosening the bonds of one’s
life
It disheartens me to know
The youths aren’t going to heed this
call
I’m really sorry, they may all have
to die young
But it’s never too late to turn back
Once condemned, nothing else can be
done
Then you noticed that your hardened
heart did you no favour
Then a part of you is really lost
It then becomes a lose-lose
situation, because your essence as a being is gone
Preserve your given gifts
You may not fathom, but it’s
important
There are many other options to
loneliness
Than exercising a right that was
never given you
You know, eliminating the rules of
law
There are many other things that are
natural and legal
It’s a crap, but that treasure you
have
Take it home, to the rightful person
38. CLASSIFIED LOVE GENDER
It happened so fast
The way you storm my life
When my love story was turning to a
tragedy
It was a shocking surprise
You came and changed my plot
I have opened my diary
I’m holding this pen
But you really are writing
You seem to forget its personal
Why do you dominate my conscience?
I’ve gotten rid of you before
But really I can’t repeat my mistakes
Why would I want to rid you again?
You are a good luck charm
Stop flicking me out with you love
skill
Let’s raise a beautiful friendship
And watch it grow into love
Now you wonder why friendship is no
love to me
Things just have to evolve
A day will come, I will speak the
truth
39. IN
NEED OF A LOVOMETER
Like the statue of liberty
You always are standing tall in my
head
You fit me just like a glove
Fine, it has been a strong bond
It feels so right
But I wonder if it’s really right
I doubt, experience as it is
My feelings had deceived me a couple
of whiles
So how really do I measure this love
I know just one way, but I consider
it no option
Because I would be destroying a valuable
of mine
It worth not a big deal, but I don’t consider
it a measure for love
Well, it feels so cool, I’ve been too
close
I bet one more step would land me on
the red line
Its good sometimes to break the rules
But I’m not going to break it
Some others persons already did
Making it easy for me to get away
I’ve been trained up in the good way
Its left for me not to depart from it
This feeling is too close to tickling
me
We are close to being one
But the figure one doesn’t divide, it
takes all
My love for you is born out of greed
and jealousy
40. LOVE
SCAVENGER HUNT
love is always scant for me
I just have to hunt for survival
I can’t believe I am a love scavenger
But I scarper, you know I’m not the
trouble type
I’m experienced in this game
I love to play, whether lose or win
I’ve met babes with refreshing mouth
breath
So also, I’ve met those with
scatological mouth breath
I’ve survived many things
Things that won’t take time to kill
an else lover
But it’s good to know, girls take
note
Placing his hands on your hip is no
romance
But if he shares the product of your
bacteria industry
Then that dude is damn desperate
And I bet he is going to die young
Please don’t kill him young, freshen
up
I’m feeling like tiger
I will not only scavenge, I hunt love
I bet love, where is my rifle
I’m going to kill all the cupids
41. KEEP OFF, OUT OF BOUND
Yes, he ran out of love, and so what?
Beware and take note
All you desperate bitches
Keep away from the Lord’s vine yard
It took him time to cultivate that
garden
Don’t trespass the Lord’s property
He isn’t going to file a case against
you
But you will blame yourself
Till the end of your, would be,
shattered life
Don’t bet God, because he will break
your finger
That thing, love, feels like a
champion
But I’ve got something to scare it
away
Lest I forget,
The breath of your mouth is
scatological
Thanks to God he survived that
disaster
So do you think he is desperate for
your kiss
Yes, he held your hip
It’s no big deal
You really think you can satisfy his
thirst for love
You have no idea, what you are into
But I’m sure, before you are through
Its fire will consume you.
It’s not late to turn back
But if you insist on going forward, it
will doom you
42. GENTLE WATERS
Your touch, sends shivers down my
spine
I have seen and experienced love
But this is somewhat special
It matches my love
Your glamour is ebubelicious
You welcomed me with a smile
And freshen me with a kiss
Please don’t leave me
I can’t bear the pain if you do
You are a big deal to me
I will never let you go, never
Because I can’t afford to miss you
You started this
Now I’m head over heels
All of you, is all I want
Don’t let me down
43. MY BIRTH RIGHT
It’s my birth right
One day I will be there
In your arms where I belong
I will lay claims to it
And possess it
It’s my birth right
One day the church bell will chime
Locked in your arms
We will match forward through the
isle
And after some minutes, the ring will
shine on my fingers
Trust me and don’t be jealous
I only have eyes for you
I’m already addicted
But it’s unfortunate
This is a chimera
44. A CUSTOMISED WORLD OF US
There is a world made for just us
A cocoon where we fulfil our desires
Bonded to each other with an
invisible glue
Then we become invincible
We are wrapped up
And we are together in the womb of
this place
Nurturing our love
And making up a story ever to be told
There we will be nestled to the fold
And held fast with a silken thread
This bond will last
And we will get used to each other
45. KEEP CLOSE
I’ve laughed and cried
Those are the greatest moments I
lived
They may never fade from my memory
I could see on our first meeting
That we were brought together by
nature
You were gentle, with a true smile
I just want you to keep close
I need to feel the vibration of your
breath
Then I’m sure your safety is sure
The future is near
I’m anxious and waiting
Everything is wonderful with you nigh
46. THE WORDS OF MY ROSE FLOWER
This is not just a rose
You need to accept it to understand
Beyond the petals of this rose
Is my heart and soul
I give you all the love I could
afford
Allow me to touch and feel the beat
This rose contains all my thoughts
about you
I kept it to myself for a time so
long
You may wonder the big deal with my
thinking
But it’s cool to let you know
I give you a rose because you made me
feel like one
I bloom anything I got you beside me
Look beyond the beauty of this rose
And you will see more,
A thing set to marvel you
Be a sunshine to it
Nurture it, and keep its beauty
shining
Be a love gardener and flourish it
47. MY EYES ON YOU
I got my eyes on you
I can never tear it away
You made my life worth living
To me, you are a sunshine
Full of life and vigour
lifting me high above my dreams
The stare of your eyes keeps my
courage still
And the melody of your voice, keeps
my faith alive
Your presence elates my spirit
In your absence, just like a flower
I may wither and die off
Piece by piece
Your presence is a strength that
boosts me
I have grown stronger and stronger
Please don’t leave
I will be vulnerable to many things
48. MY SPECIAL SOMEONE
I gain hope from loving you
You made me understand the mysteries
of me
You have kept me on my feet
And there still to support me stand
Having you in my life
Is a life changing experience
You have woken my spirit from slumber
Cheering me up at every lost hope
Your encouraging smile gave my life
vigour
At your touch my sorrows fled
You are always there when loneliness
storms me
Your loving embrace, I will forever
fantasize
Indeed, you are special
My memory of you is to stay
I have to do this
It is what I owe you
49. COMPANIONSHIP OF LOVE
To the baby girl that took my heart
away
Thank you for keeping it safe
All these while I was damn lifeless
There was power failure in the light
house of my soul
Love sucked then
Then a good thing came my way
It was you, my companion of love
Onwards, I felt hurt no more
I still have memories of you
Remembering that quiet dark night
When fright and fear encompassed me
You came by, with your embracing presence
Dispelling my fears
I was scared no more
You brought confidence to me
And I knew you
My memories of the night live still
On that dark cold nights
When drops fall from the sky
I was two, but you made my four
I can’t deny the reality of what
happened
Just quietly listen and hear this
interesting part
When you caress surfaced and the
weather changed
I never said this, but the heat was an
interesting comfort
The memories are not lost yet
On the cool rainy evening
You walked me through the rain
And I felt my pains no more
It was a beautiful shower
The heavens have blessed us
I cried no more
Because your presence was my
consolation
These memories soothe me still
On the battle night of my soul
When I was fighting against heart
breaks and loneliness
You were not ruthless to my case
Only you did really understand
Removing my fake cheerful mask
You supported me on my lone battle
Victory dares not be out of my sight
50. FREE FALL
Feel free to fall
Because I’m here to catch you
You are my worst distraction
But it is a sweet sensation
I will be there always for you
Even if the sky is falling down
The world may beat us down
But we are bound to stand strong
We are like the drops from the sky
Not knowing where to land
All the way from a far island
Still our life leaves a question
This is the effect of the tears we
shed
Under the scorching heat of the sun
Seeking to reach our destination of
love
We have walked and wandered
Toiles and labored
Yet this love leaves no mark
Nothing could be remembered of it
Could it be fate or bad luck
Well, whatever it is
It really doesn’t feel cool anymore
51. KISS
OF LOVE
If I look into your eyes
Love (kiss) will strike your lips
with passion
I can’t say the things I do like to
perform
But diming the light cannot be
ignored
I am too desperate
Let me move at a slower pace
And take things one at a time
If I drag you near to myself
Hug will embrace you with some warmth
I will reach out to the softest and
sweetest part
I do tell you because of our thought
difference
I think still of your burning lips
Which is consumed with the flames of
love
But I do perfect this romance
And start on the smoothest, your
cheek
It shines out from below your eyes
level
If I storm you from the back
A mighty hand will grab and possess
you
And sweet melodies would melt your
sorrows
Don’t worry about where I do hold
My hands are neither rude no
notorious
Just your hips would be clocked
But I promise you no damages
I do whisper my desires to your ears
And tickle you to fantasy
Your neck would be a great treasure
to exploit
I will scatter and wet you with
kisses
If I throw you down the couch
A stage would be set for performance
Fear not, for I am gentle and soft
I will trek your chest down to the
navel
I have no idea, what that journey may
cost me
I just hope this would be
mind-blowing
I will move my tongue round and round
And slowly I will go down to the
lowly
It seems hidden but I can find it
I will pass the seven of sevens
Trespassing beyond your waist line
And finally ready for site seeing
If I reach this destination,
Lights will fade
But I’m not finished yet
you must reward me, preferred kindness
you must reward me, preferred kindness
For today I become your love doctor
These are moments I think
And I’m completely lost and gone in
my thoughts
Well it’s a fantasy
I don’t dread it though
One day I will set a stage
And act this drama by myself
Just for my deep love of you
52. NIGHTINGALE
You are my angel
My dream and my thought
Yours is the voice I hear
In the dead quiet night
My heart aches without you
I feel cold out of your presence
You are my night angel
The only company I desire
you are the someone I waited for
what took you so long
I almost gave up my hope
But you never cease to surprise me
53. HEAVEN SENT
This come once in a life journey
When you bump into a stranger
And things start turning out well
Then your feelings start evolving
You feel the world is complete
You felt worries are finally gone
It was a perfect mate you met
You feel perfect in every way
And then you pray fate not to fall
your hand
Not knowing whether you are meant to
be
Yet in your confusions, you are
convinced
You start seeing everything in a different
way
You start believing it was real
You made promises
And vowed forever
To watch the sun set together
You made her a heaven sent
Adored and revered her
Never judging by the size of her
heart
You do swear she was an angel from
heaven
Time unfolded
And you got to see the character
within
Then, the thought of her breaks your
heart away
Then you went off on you separate
paths
54. MAGICAL RIDE
I’m crazy, but not out of my mind
Riding in this space
As big as a napkin
Being in this got me thinking
How could I have survived without those
pairs
I can square a triangle
But she gives me reason to do it
I gaze into her eyes
I gaze into her eyes
Seeing the innocence of her being
Then I knew, we can match
She had no idea what my thoughts are
I maybe be thinking she is ugly
But she knows the work
What to do, and when to do
55. MAKASON
Cack-handed me
Have been so careful with the
caboodle of you
It’s obvious that babes are fragile
Are you too soft to break on one hit?
Mysteries will unravel
And I will get to know the reality of
you
Knowing though, will make no
difference
Already, my eyes are fixed and I’m
head over heels
Eagerly, I’m walking this path with
full consciousness
Really convinced of what I’m doing
Irrespective of my reservations and
the consequences
Many of my kind threaded their way
through this path
Many too, never returned
Ultrasonic was the call against this
pathway
Oafishness never allowed them to heed
Mine is a different case
All is already taking care of
Unassailable has been my records in
this game
Really you may think I am a good boy
gone bad
Earnestly, myself thought I was
becoming bad
Every breath I take, bear witness to
my innocence
Now I live to believe it
Really you got me thinking
Intimacy banged my door, every moment
I stared
Till I convinced myself of what is
right
All I thought of was negative
Really, you got me wishing and my
head spinning, if not
I have become an umpire in this game
Till now, I play no more
All is defined, you are just like a
sister to me
56. MYSTERIOUS
LOVE
You had no idea from the start
But I did find true love in your
heart
It’s a lifelong treasure
All I ever desired and waited for
Her smile is killing
It got me wanting
My needs are provided
You are just me in a different body
Her beauty is like the morning rising
With much beauty and grace
Making me to say “who is she”
She looks so perfect in my eyes
I desire your forever companionship
You are precious and sweet
We look so perfect, a match
You are dream come through
Your touch gives life to my spirit
Promise me you be forever mine
And I promise to love you forever
love
In each other’s arms forever be us
57. THE MORALE OF A SHY GEE
My heart conceals the night
loneliness
In solitude within the comforts of my
stark room
I do hope to emblazon it
But not if you don’t honour my
invitation
The star light blaze in my eyes
And the weather presents me a perfect
opportunity
And I already fantasize your visit to
my world
I am running out of patience, can’t
wait to have you
For a while now
I was retrained from love
My emotions faded away
And I was hidden behind the shields
of my shyness
Thanks to morale, I tendered you the
invitation
Hope your coming will not bewilder me
I just want you to cut in like a
knife
And scrap away my shyness, brand me
I never thought it possible
But I know your worth and abilities
I burn with a fervent love of you
You will be a treasure I will keep
forever
What I feel for you doesn’t obey the
law of physics
We will fly and never land again
My delight of you disproves all
measuring scale
You enrapture me
58. ONE STEP A TIME, IS THERE TRUE LOVE? A TRIBUTE
TO BROKEN GIRLS
One day I will touch your lips
And leave a sensation you will ever
remember
I will fuse in
And give you a bite of love
It will be so soft, gentle and sweet
You must trip
One day you will sleep
And dream of me
As your fairly love angel
Soothing you with lips blessing
And digging deep to bury my love in
your heart
You must germinate the love
One day you will fall into my love
And have a safe landing
I will be there to catch you
Caress you, warm you, touch your soul
And give you a reason to stay
You must be convinced
One day you will smile
And I will be the reason
You will be so obsessed with me
Fantasizing every moment
About you in my arms
You must be desperate
One day you will look on the mirror
And see a burning tender love
You will turn back and see me
I will open my arms
And you will fly in
You must feel loved
One day the sun will shine and your
finger will glitter
Together we will make one
I will make to you a love so deep and
true
Upon your bosom, I will rest my head
And your heart will beat for me alone
You must give in
One day I will frown
And all will be said and done
You will cry
I will kiss you
And say, “I’m sorry”
You must be disappointed
One day you will wake up
With the other side of the bed empty
Just with a note
“There can’t be us anymore”
I will be far gone, never to return
You must be heart broken
27/9/2016
59. SLAVE OF LOVE
Love can be given
But never battered
If you don’t cherish it
It will be lost, scattered and
crushed
It will vanish like a chained ghost
Love is a lifelong mysterious course
Always loitering deep down the soul
To make the human a being of
compassion
Seeing beyond what is just felt
Love embraces the whole person
It captures all emotions
And sinks the heart in perfect
harmony
And frees all tensions
#UNEDITED
60. FORGOTTEN HOME
Leaving his place
He travelled far away
Seeking to earn a living
The land wished him well and blessed
him
He labored, suffered and struggled
God blessed his hustle
He established and lives standard
He now stands tall and stronger than
ever
But he has forgotten his primitive
land
Which held him so dear, and wishes
him well
He now clings to a life that feels
not nostalgia
He feels no more about home
And cared not about its condition
Yet the land awaits his celebrative
return
But it’s never in his mind to go home
He has established a comfort zone
He feels so much comfort in a foreign
land
Forgetting that a stranger is always
a stranger
And must go home one day
Life or dead, body or spirit
What a sad news for the homeland
It seems the sun has set
And the moonlight stories forgotten
Home is heartbroken, forlorn and dry
Like a desert field
Where soldiers are slayed and never
buried
Now phantom hover around every corner
The land is salted
And sinking fast in tears of
rejection and lost
Yet it’s still fertile
Waiting to be explored and developed
But it’s disheartening
Knowing that he does not think
anymore as a home boy
Oh you stranger boy
Who is busy developing another man’s land
Please go home and water your land
Which is fast growing dry
Though never infertile
If you forsake your home
One day you will have to return
Willing or unwilling
Your Lords must have sent you home
And you can’t carry your
establishment along
You will lose all
And will never be sure of anything
again
Not even of the love from home
You will be frustrated
Then you will remember,
There was a time I wrote
And you read and laughed at my pen
You will regret
But then it will be late
Now is not late yet
Stranger boy, please go home
And develop your place
Be proud of where you come from
You are quick losing your sense of
home
Barely can you even speak your
language
#Igbos go home and develop your place
61. MY ANGEL
Ever since you opened my heart to me
Things changed and my experiences
renewed
It was tough at the early stage
Because I was dealing with a heart I
did not break
But I have to cultivate this new love
And watered it till it grows
Your feelings started coming true
once more
You now open your eyes without tears
Now you can love
And be rewarded accordingly
You feel the pain of your lost love
no more
Because you have falling into an
endless love
And so peaceful in love you are.
62. SCENT OF A WOMAN
As I woke up this morning
I perceive a little scent of a woman
Tangy and piquant
Oh it was my angel
The one whom I love
She is my never part love
The lady of my heart
The one who soothes me
With sweet sensations of love
The lady of my thought
My fiery loving baby girl
The perfect match of my being
May the sun bless the day I met you
May the moon bless the night I knew
you
May God bless the moment you said yes
to me
63. A MEMORIAL LOVE
Our love is true always
Always firm and bonded
If the blue sky likes, let it crash
We must remain in love
This is a memory
Of a timeless love I ever know
Moment of moonlight togetherness
That made my sweetest of experiences
Times I feel loved
Felt for it
And fell for it
And it belonged to me
Yes, it’s a dead man’s instructions
But it lives in me still
64. SOFT
LIPS, SOFT KISS, SOFT HUG, SOFT TOUCH
It’s a soft work
I see it often
And each time, I saw
It remains brand new
I’ve got your finger print all over
my body
And your lips print all over me
Your kiss makes my heart to skip
It makes me feel cool
You’ve got powerful lips
So generous in given and taking
Your kiss changes my frown to smiles
And sends my pain to the abyss of the
past
Just a stare at you
Makes my day
Your hug gets me wanting
Like I should never let go
Your love is one of the sweetest
I ever tasted
Your sensible touch
Relives me of all pains
I’m standing by your bed
And I’m being tempted
By that things softer than a pillow
Please wake up and grant my desire
I do like to be given before I take
65. ITS TIME TO PART
I am alone
But not lonely
The memories of the far away
Has refused to let me go
I have stepped on toes
And toes have stepped on me
Hearts were broken
And tears were shed
Those are just life accidents
We all wronged each other
But never harbored the grudge
It was a real nice experience
That which comes from a life
Forms a life, much more
It builds a memory
Now we go our different ways
To make our individual livings
66. MISSED LOVE
Like an oil stain
Your love had spread all over me
What could I have been without you
You solved my mystery of why things
have to change
Life was so complicated
Things were never the same
You were very special
I just didn’t figure out
I get warm feeling everything you are
near
My mind becomes blank
And I feel like a baby once again
67. BETRAYED BY LOVE
Your love was a cadge to me
But the benefits are no more
Where have I gone wrong
You used a cudgel on me
And abandoned me on a lone cliff
To be eaten by vultures
Just to honour your desires
I bet, I must survive all this
Why do you see me as a threat?
I loved you, but you hated me
Every word you said was a deceit
And every step you took could kill
I’m in pain, pain comes from
stubbornness
Had I listened to my true love
All these could not have happened
Passing time can’t cure my pain
You made me feel surly
But it must surely vanish
By what right do you act as my lover?
68. SEXUAL SCANDAL
She greeted me with a coquettish
smile
I reciprocated indeed
My payment is kindness
I’m getting this sudden feeling
I shiver and shake
My heart beats faster
I’m losing control over me
Nervous all over
I can’t explain what I feel
I can’t figure what has come over me
There is a fire burning in me
Its already consuming me
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