Thursday 2 January 2020

A CHILD LEFT ON HIS OWN


 A CHILD LEFT ON HIS OWN



Abandoned to my nightmares

I am a child left on his own

But the vultures did not prey on me

This child of so much sorrows keep surviving



I stood under the rain

Looking into the abode of lightning and thunder

With my heart full of wishes and desires

I hope the gods read my mind



I watched till the full moon slips into the august sky

Soft, beautiful and cute

It pours out its rays through tall trees and beautiful flowers of the garden

The sunset magic surrounds the orb of light



Crisp air tingled my ear, lightens my heart

And for a brief moment I thought nothing was worth crying for

Within my imaginations, I see where beauty bows to brilliance

Where everything arrogant removes its shoes to stand on a hallowed ground



This lonely child is kept company by the lilies of the field

But yet he cries behind his closed lids

With a puff eyes and a strained breathe

But his guardian angel wipes his tears and eases his breathe

CAN I MAKE YOUR DAY COUNT


    CAN I MAKE YOUR DAY COUNT



The full moon slips into august sky right before sunset

Soft, beautiful and cute.

It pours out its rays through tall trees and beautiful flowers of the garden

The sunset magic surrounds the orb of light

Crisp air tingles my ear, lightens my heart and for a brief moment I knew I can pass the feelings through and make your day count

In your heart I see a place where beauty bows to brilliance

Where everything arrogant removes its shoes to stand on holy ground

SHOULD I CHANGE MY MINDSET ABOUT LOVE


   SHOULD I CHANGE MY MINDSET ABOUT LOVE



You know my friend, the truth is I am scared to love, because in love nothing is certain,

Isn't it scary when you are not certain about something?



Looking forward the day I will have a perfect friend,

But that day will never come.

What will I do, nothing.



But when I meet you, I realized that it is scarier to choose not to love, because the truth is that I don't need to be sure, as long as you are with me, am okay.



That day I meet you was great,

The one and only day in my life when I felt free

That night I was just honest about what I truly feel



Even just one second with the right person can feel like more than a lifetime.



That’s why I promise you starting today and for the rest of my life, I will love you without fear, I will take your hand and I will hold on to you tight.



We will jump together and face the world together, I will love you whoever you are now and whoever you will become. Am sure one day can change everything!!!

Until death do us part

WE CAN DO IT FOR THE SAKE OF US


    WE CAN DO IT FOR THE SAKE OF US



Love and care, you can’t have one without the other

I’m not afraid of them, because I want to live



I’m afraid my heart may ache

When I miss you too much

The choices I made led me here, not you

But it is unfortunate that my past glory and innocence doesn’t excuse my present guilt



Love disobeys all rules

It keeps only to what it pleases

Love conquers everything,

But of course except reason



Don’t spoil your good works

Please don’t make me cry

I haven’t come this far to end it this way

Please save my life, I’m not ready to die yet



You haven’t hurt me before

But please don’t hurt me that much

I don’t know how to forgive people

Did you mean it when you said you were sorry?

If you meant it, then don’t make me do this again



In as much as I don’t want to hurt you

I don’t want to hurt myself either

Things will change, but when they do

Please don’t consider it a parting gift



I am not like a broken staff

Which pierce the palm of him who lean on it

It is just that I have dipped my fingers inside sugar and salt

I have tasted with my tongue

And have decided to go for the salt

…BECAUSE I CAN’T LEAVE YOU


    …BECAUSE I CAN’T LEAVE YOU



The best moment was the ten seconds between start and finish

Goodbye? If I will ever have to say this again

It will be to your corpse

What will I do without you?



If my memories fail, then there is no life in me

It took me little longer to say this

But it still comes out the same

Memory is life



Survival of the fittest is the order of the day

But you must surly because you are the most fit

There is always someone trying to take what is yours

But I assure you, no one struggles my love with you



I don’t ignore the rules because it makes me feel in control

But because I love you, I enjoy your friendship and there is no better place to fall in love

I wish I can be there when you go to sleep

And still be there when you wake up



I am a fighter, I always have been

And my whole life I have been dying

I think about the last breath a lot

Gasping for air and not getting any



If only I can hold my breath this long

You will be in my heart until I breathe in your kiss again

It is always said that if you love something you have to learn to let it go

But that is such a bullshit

I use to believe that, not until I once saw you almost die



Then nothing else mattered to me

I need you to be safe

I can’t let this slip away

Not ever



I knew it that day when I looked into your eyes

I saw a heart that was almost breaking

I don’t know what comes next

But I don’t regret any of this



Unless you close your eyes

I can’t walk away with you looking at me

But don’t worry

I’m never going to walk away even if you fall asleep



I finally got you speechless

KISS GENNY


      KISS GENNY



After a long time, I day dreamt awake

Gracious by the fact of your blushing beauty, you still don’t fly beyond the capacity of your wing

Beauty bows to intelligence, but here I see beauty prostrate before morality and innocence

Aplomb is the very single word in my mind should I try to define you

I have watched closely and for every stare it looks like a first time



Grandiose was the art of my fantasy; gone haywire in three dimensional imagination

Ebullient in attitude, much stronger than I guess

Nestle these to your person and never lose hold of them

Even though I care not to say it, but here is someone who have impressed me

Valium do I call you

Instituting calmness that takes away worries

Eagle-eyed, yet I haven’t seen all there is, please keep unfolding

Veer if possible, verily I will appreciate and it would be a veritable memory

Excellent in your virtues; Mrs wonderful



Could it be the case I hype your awesomeness?

Hell no! I know exactly what I speak

It is not like my fantasies are holding me hostage

Daffy I felt at first, surprised in-between and amazed at last

Every moment has been a hit, back-to-back

Relax and don’t be scared. Rabble rousing is my hobby, but this is no rabid

All hasn’t been said, none has been done, but I do like to add: you are not abhorrent, nor ignoble, not even nefarious